motivation needed !!

Being home for 1 week plus and i do ntg at home..being dull n tired to be a 'unpaid maid'..I was lack of patient to take care my niece, nurture them , teach them..Is my problems or nowadays kids are too playful..oh gosh.. i gonna mad on this..

waiting my dear n friends for dinner..wait almost half an hour le.argh..!! My life are so dull n meaningless recently... i was so lazy avday..'nua here and there' everyday.. nothing motivate me up !! omg .. JENNY LIM.. where is ur soul a?

Anyone motivate me?push me..punch me? xD